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Have you tried doing he same thing but with some very tactfully avoided eye contract? Works very well to look for a little signal that might not happen if she doesn’t notice you. If she ignores it a little longer than just at first, she is not interested. If you give it a few rounds of carefully looking and playing shy when she notices, she might start joining in the dance so to speak. That’s your signal that there might be some interest possible. I like to go up in a situation that does not pressure her or put her too much on the spot and just hand her mym number to contact me if she would like to chat.

Sometimes they write, sometimes they don’t. :) but it’s the much less boundary pushing way to measure interest before engaging and without making anybody uncomfortable. And yes, women are friends, not food.

Backdooring initrd is standard stuff. This allows Luks key extraction and upload via staging through the root fs.

Hardware bugs are put on the storage. Allows injecting data into ram or backdooring the OS.

Half a dollar for the hardware and they already have the manpower there. Certainly not bugging any random device, but there is always the chance and its certainly not unheard of. I’m a security researcher, that might be a red flag. But somebody posting on Lemmy might also be considered an activist and certainly somebody trying to enter the country with a heap of encrypted devices.

I walk a lonely road, the only road that i have ever known.

Don’t zero, install windows. Use company laptop or loaner, might catch hardware backdoor on the border. Don’t use for critical stuff or to access critical stuff. Discard or return afteru the fact.

Don’t be rude dude. But you’re correct. Not using your payed for part of the gas just shifts your neighbors gas cost in part to you. Using electric heating costs you the power in top.

Even before my undying love for my children and the endless sacrifices I’m willing to commit to for them: purely for egoistic reasons I would take that bullet, because living with the pain of losing a child would keep me alive while suffering like nobody should ever suffer while being needed alive for your other children.

Get professional help my dude. Not the coding kind, but there psychological kind. Please

You just need some bees for pollination. Having multiples is a good idea for diversification of risc anyways. Apple trees usually need a couple of years to bear fruit though, so plan ahead.

Your specific tree might not be healthy or might just be too young. :)

If you stock up on food buy things that Will increase in bartering value and that hold value. Like jerkey. Also long shelf life items like beans and rice. Plant an Apple tree, get some chickens, learn to plant,harvest and store potatoes etc

Jumper

Did my first successful hard drive recovery including chip swapover while soldering on a microscope. Also started saving for retirement the first time in my life. I’m 38.

I’m self employed. Yes I’m working, but i chose to. Getting some things done while customers are only calling in emergencies is actually quite relaxing. :)

But it is. Heat is nothing but very fast Brownian motion of particles. So the kind of very warm light touch comes from fast moving particles in a gas emanating from your cup of Joe and touching your upper lip.

Free as in freedom. Which is the thing OP needs most right now.

Running is cheap. If you don’t have dependents and are willing to work. They said they have some money saved up. Just buy a greyhound ticket or equivalent and leave your phone behind and a letter not to come looking, ever. Make your way until you can afford to travel in the direction you want to go. Its the life waiting for anyone the second they decide to step out the door. Its neither easy nor comfortable, but its free.

That might be the kind of circumstances that should give you grounds to leave forever. How about leaving to a welfare state where your family will never find you? Move to Germany, being disabled is not a crime here and education here is excellent, so is healthcare.

Reads like you described my life to a tee. But I’m 38. Have three kids, T levels regular. Chatgpt gives something between burnout and post vital infection fatigue (aka might be long covid). Exercise would be just the worst thing you can do. Pacing works for me, slowly getting better. Although some days are really bad. Its not in my nature not to push constantly, so I’m having a hard time.

Lmao, you guys thinkt those are making money?Those are portal sites. They form a classifier for what porn you like and take you to a matching payed offering.They series of sites you clock through show which porn you like and are the precursor to click tracking on the start page where you select a category before a video.

The darker part if I remember correctly was that kiddie porn sites used to filter entry by those referrers. So police would not find them, but people that look for it would find that 25 layers down in one of those classifiers.