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Cake day: June 26th, 2023

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  • Decades ago, in my early teens I was for some reason running towards a hammock, I think I was gonna try to jump over it. As I got close, my cousin who was standing by the tree that held the hammock pulled on it, causing the hammock itself to get higher. Somehow I ended up spinning around the hammock and standing still on the other side of it. To this day I still can’t think how that was phisically possible.





  • I’ve written code that was later used by militaries, terrorists, pedophiles, and others. The American navy uses my code. The IDF uses my code to plan their attacks on Gaza. Some folks use my code to share CP.

    The same code is used to help defend folks who have been arrested by corrupt cops in Brazil and also to manage Japan’s power grid. It’s used by universities to improve the services they provide and by some smaller companies making tinder-like apps to help young folks hook up.

    How it’s used is completely out of my control. If I didn’t work on it, someone else would. If nobody did, all of those people from my examples would just be using something else. The world wouldn’t have been a better or worse place. I’m nothing but a small cog in a large machine and if I don’t do my part to keep the machine running, all that will happen is that I’ll be replaced by another cog and be left to rust.

    Now, I’m not trying to advocate for nihilism here. It’s more of a “pick your battles” point of view. If I didn’t do the tools that are being used for evil, it wouldn’t stop evil, so the only thing that quitting would help is my consciousness. It wouldn’t improve the world in any way. However, my own life is certainly improved by this work and by living in better conditions, I’m much more capable of doing good things for the world if I so choose. I personally believe that this is much better.

    Of course if I could just change jobs to something that doesn’t help evil, that would be preferable.