

Concentrating feels tiring. It feels like I’m actively trying to shove something into my little toddler brain.
Distracted feels like I haven’t slept in awhile but I’m not tired. But everything holds equal attention. Husband asking a question is the same as the cat waking by and needing to be told she is a lovely cat is the same as my phone sending an alert is the same as the TV playing an ad I hate and need to mute the TV and what was husband asking again?
I’m autistic and I loooaaaathe April Fools. 99 percent of the ‘jokes’ are just mean spirited assholishness I feel.
Random side note, feel suddenly didn’t look like a word to me.