Would you do a breakdown of how I can kill any billionaire in russia having no skills, no info, nothing at all, while they are all hiding in secret bunkers 1k+ miles away?

I redirect it into my work and art for how long this bullshit war with Urkaine and catrsation of my country happens. But it can’t work for years, and I strugle to find a way out. I feel I’d have a hard time containing it anymore.

Too many people rely on me. People I hate are crawling in the well-defenced secret places. I can’t afford to Hotline Miamee everyone of them.

I was protesting, I’m still exposuring my peers to my ideas, but at times it feels like Pu7in and his regime would outlive me. It doesn’t need to be eternal, it only needs to outlive those who know it’s all wrong and reach the point of our self-destruction as a kind, that is speeded up a lot by this country having the diertiest places in the world like Norilsk.

I’d be a sucker for saying I can’t go full Luigi because I treasure my loved ones more than myself and I am afraid they’d borrow the weight of anything I do before I k-m-s. I’m no person to leave them with that publicity and that responsibility for my actions. With how my hatred flows high, my love and my fear for them is still stronger.

Thanks. And it’s The Motherland, you know which.

I continue to build my capital to be able to leave, but both the current state and others make leaving harder for obvious reasons. I’m kinda jelly now that my mates used their chance to study in Finland, Spain etc with a chance to get locked into citizenship when they were teens and I missed that opportunity. Now I need to work hard to even stay alive and work twice as hard to move, like it’s told in Alice series by Lewis Carrol. I love this book and despise it for how it’s real.