There’s no freedom in having to do something but you’re also not free to choose your wants.
Maybe it’s better to just live and let life happen instead of thinking about what could’ve been. What ever happened is the only thing that could’ve happened.
If you’re doing something for a friend, you may not want to do it, and you may not need to do it.
I see you haven’t met me. I will walk to the refridgerator, grab a bottle of lemonaide, grab a single sock, and grab a hot wheels car. Then I’ll go back to my seat with these items, and ask nobody at all “Wait…why the hell did I grab these things?”
I don’t do things because I want to, or need to, or even because it makes any logical sense.
I just do things. I have no idea what I’m doing half the time.
Hey, are you going to eat that ghost?