These days, it seems that I am feeling love again and getting more nuanced on love. I just wondered if people here once had a life outside screen and fall in love with someone. When you met your first love for the first time in your life, how did you meet them? Were you classmates, co-workers, neighbours, or what? I was in 7th grade when I can say that I felt that for my female classmates. I could not tell them cuz they were already interested in another guy. I was a very weird person so they were more annoyed with me but never knew what I felt for them. Although they forgave me and we remained classmates and they are doing fine (one is posting about her university life on Insta, another one is anonymous), but yeah this experience just makes me realize that how much time has passed.

  • Zarobi@aussie.zoneEnglish
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    2 days ago

    I was ostracised, hated, and bullied by the entire school. Except this one person was kind to me, and I liked them back. We would read together in the library and talk about random stuff and just hang out. It was the kind of relationship where you both like each other and know the other likes you but somehow neither of you makes a move.

    But I was also a kid, and completely clumsily fucked it up. One day I said something so horrible, I still regret it to this day. Honestly one of the biggest regrets of my life. They avoided me, and never spoke to me again. I didn’t even apologise, because I was a coward and a jerk. I still liked them after that, but it hurt too much, so I avoided them too. Learning experience for sure.